Marriage

Marriage isn't a place of waiting, it knows nothing about delay or not. It's not even a race where someone becomes a winner when they have reached the finish line and you suddenly become a loser, and feel ashamed for not reaching the line yet.

Don't force yourself to become the winner for it ain't a race to be won. Your heart can never be and never will become the participant.

Time isn't the enemy for you to find the one that suits you the best, your ego is. If you married just to fulfill your ego, then you're building it up upon false dreams and when you realize.. it was all too late.

It's better for you to wait for the right person to come and love you for who you are than to love someone just because everyone think it's best for you.

*I'm not married not because I don't want to, I just stop to believe in the institution of marriage. And if you ever wonder about the picture, yes it's was (supposed to be) my wedding ring.

Just another someone..

Someone asked me if I ever see myself being with you again. I smiled and I thought of you again for the first time in months now.

I told them that you're the kind of person you cross paths with once and then never again. I don't know what about you made me feel that way but I know that we will never find a way to pick up where we left off because that's too far back and neither one of us is willing to take the ten steps back to apologize for the things we did wrong.

I told them that I didn't think I'd ever get to be with you again because two years from now, I'll be far from here. You'll never see me again and I'm never coming back to this place again. I'm going to go out into the world because I know that there is still so much living to do, so many people to love and forget about. You were one of them, you will always be one of them.